I catch myself looking at girls on instagram which i think are more prettier and have everything

But i forget to look at what i have accomplished and that i should love myself unconditionally

I’m really going to miss the sexual side of tumblr

I do though really agree that there is too much porn here and it needs to be controlled in some way

Im not saying porn is always bad, im just saying the sexual stuff on tumblr helped me discover my sexuality..

Everything seems so useless and i’ve done everything wrong and regret regret

Even though i thought about it alot and even went again and went with their answer

And then i was worried af

And now i’m worried af

And i need this fixed right now!!!

But i have to wait and wait because soon its christmas

And who wants to be unhappy this christmas

I just dont know why i feel like i do everything wrong and then regret it later

I just dont know why

And im laying here awake in my bed

Its 6 am

And i need this changed now

Feeling sad and stupid

Suppose to be focusing on school work but now im wide awake thinking about something completely different

I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP

I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP

I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP

I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP

I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP